My Baby Abigail, I miss you so much I can't breath. My heart hurts so bad the tears keep coming. I remember the day you became part of my family, those bluer than blue eye's and that loving meow all I had to do was give you some chicken and you had my heart just as I had yours...16 years was along time and I'm so glad that I had as much time with you as I did. I will always remember you and you'll always be in my heart.....Goodnight for now.
Abby came back from the vet yesterday and was still very sick. She had a rough night, still not eating and was still straining to pee and urinating blood after countless doses of antibiotics and shots. She did better at the vet while she was on IV's but once taken off she was still having problems. The vet said she thinks her kidneys were starting to fail more and that this would continue since there is no cure for kidney failure. Abby started to have some pain when I would pick her up and I just couldn't stand to see her suffer anymore that along with the severe weightloss I thought it best to put her to sleep today......I hope I did the right thing because right now I feel so empty.....I couldn't justify keeping her alive for me, knowing she was hurting, she had no quality to her life she would sleep in a ball most of the day and when she would get up she would stumble off balance because of the artharitis, I didn't want her to hurt anymore.....Jennifer
